Paper Alibis EP, by YonKaGor (2024)

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You Made Me Fall in Love 03:40

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I thought that it would be another boring nightUntil my eyes caught you where you stood,Stood in sight'Cause on that break of day, I found your secret noteI am pulled by your strings of emotionsI can't, can't run away nowMaybe I'm fearful of your rejection or dismayOr maybe love isn't worth a try'Cause if it fails, then i will be taking all the blameSo, I locked all my dreams insideCoincidentally our faces met againI kept stumbling, my hands tremblingI'm strugglingEven so!You're sentimental since the day it all beganYou are guilty of this crimeYou made me fall in loveI really thought your gaze would fade after todayBut I was wrong when you came right backBack this wayAlthough I sealed away these feelings building upDon't you know that I've been waiting for you?Take me, take me away nowMaybe I'm fearful of all the gossip and their hateAnd maybe I'm not prepared to cryI'm just too guilty to make regretable mistakesSo I kept alone my honest liesIt sounds so simple, yet I'm waiting for your signLove is puzzling, my heart's bubblingIt's troublingEven so!It's incidental, we found one another's livesThen you stole this heart of mineYou made me fall in loveCoincidentally our faces met againI kept stumbling, my hands tremblingI'm strugglingEven so!You're sentimental since the day it all beganYou are guilty of this crimeYou made me fall in loveYeah!Fall in Love!

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I Forgot That You Exist 02:46

So, what's your name?What was your name?I can't remember something so lame'Cause I don't careNo, I don't careThat a breakup left you in despairKeep me off your trackI don't need you backCrusades of guilt you put me throughThey make me sickTo me, your life's irrelevantSo, don't search for significanceThere's nothing about you I've missedI forgot that you existSo, what's it like?What is it like?To leech on someone else the next night?Y'know, it's funIt really is funTo hear you blame me for crimes I've never doneKeep me off your trackI don't need you backCrusades of guilt you put me throughThey make me sickTo me, your life's irrelevantSo, don't search for significanceThere's nothing about you I've missedI forgot that you existNa na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Though, I've been thinking of maybe forgivingAm I crazy, am i strange?You'll never changeTo me, your life's irrelevantSo, don't search for significanceThere's nothing about you I've missedI forgot that you existNa na na na na... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Maybe one day I'll get over this,But for now, you don't existNo, to me you don't existI forgot that you exist

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Another Mistake 02:57

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I lost desire, I never meant to leaveI'm traumatized by excessive sympathyI kept on loving the people who are wrongUntil my heart got swept alongWhy do I keep on trying?I just end up lyin'Come on, does it matter if it's fake?Come on, when it's real it's just another mistakeSo why would you hold on til' you break?Why won't you go? You won't matter anywayYou’re seeking answers for the toying you’ve been throughGrasping for proof that's been locked away from youI was a dream and the one you're looking forBut now I can't love anymoreIf only time could rewindFix my own broken mindCome on, now it’s already too lateCome on, it’s time I reached my expiry dateGoodbye, my mind begins to break‘Cause once I’m gone, I won’t matter anywayCome on, does it matter if it's fake?Come on, when it's real it's just another mistakeSo why would you hold on til' you break?Why won't you go? You won't matter anywayCome on, does it matter if it's fake?Come on, how I feel is just another mistakeSo I kept on lying for your sakeWhy won't you go? You won't matter anyway

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Bitter and Blunt 03:26

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It's now the end of all the visions that we hadYou were a friend, but we were never meant to beBecause the lane we took is now a broken pathI walk away now, to resign you as a memoryDid it hurt? To think I'd failed to careI know you felt that wasn't fairAnd you were weeping, gripping my tainted heartWhile I simply sigh from afar, asking...Why is it comforting to know that we are done?Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?It feels immoral that I celebrate aloneThe relief is realI'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'Na na na...I'm still afraid to show when I would be upset'Cause my emotions were for entertaining youI saw the crossroads that leads back to where we metThough I feel guilty, don't return me to that avenueDid it hurt? To think I'd failed to careI know you felt that wasn't fairAnd you were weeping, gripping my tainted heartWhile I simply sigh from afar, asking...Why is it comforting to know that we are done?Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?It feels immoral that I celebrate aloneThe relief is realI'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'I feel disgusted knowing that I hold a smile'Cause all these questions suffocate this heart of mineYou said it had to be you, who should plan all my future routesAm I wrong to want to walk with someone else?Wow - whoa - ohWhy is it comforting to know that we are done?Although these feelings are bitter and blunt?It feels immoral that I celebrate aloneThe relief is realI'm freed from your embrace, oh darlin'(Ad-lib)

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Paper Alibis 03:15

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I know I can't conceal, I know that it's an ordealYou found out all my moves that I can't disproveI see that you do try, I see reasons why you cryI see creases in your heart as they rip apartNow, I'm drunk on adhesivesTrying to cover up stigma of mineBut nothing sticks and nothing staysAs you poke holes in my talePlease forgive my leaking eyesPlease don't spoil my paradiseHolding onto hope, shattered byThe one who broke my loveAnd I'm crafting paper alibis'Cause I'm too weak for real goodbyesWaitin' to be torn in twoCause I could not tell the truthYou know I can't forget the fact that you can't acceptThe people I adored the promises we swornCan't you see I do try and the reasons why I cryThese petty papercutsDon't turn them to a floodNow, I'm drunk on adhesivesTrying to cover up stigma of mineBut nothing sticks and nothing staysAs you poke holes in my taleI can't stand realityYou can't stop this agonyDrowning in the dissonance byThe one who crushed our fateIn this life folded with tragediesWe crave for more apologiesWishes, they all start to rustOur feelings burn to dustPlease forgive my leaking eyesPlease don't spoil my paradiseHolding onto hope, shattered byThe one who broke my loveAnd I'm crafting paper alibis'Cause I'm too weak for real goodbyesWaitin' to be torn in twoCause I could not tell the truth

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Dandelion 05:20

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We were both so happyI planted a story with himBut as time, as time passed, it witheredAnd suffered with nothing to drinkYet, I'm still, still wishingOn seedlings that sprout in the yardWill they grow? Will they bloom to scatterThe yearning within my heart?Somehow, our childhood ended thereWhy did he leave them behind?The seeds of our dreams...DandelionI have one more wish to makeBefore you blow awayDon't let him forgetHis dearest friendDandelionPlease fulfill my youthful prayersBefore it's far too lateCan you carry the smiles from the past?And make them last...I hears see the watersThe rivers won't stop and lamentAnd I see, see the scene in black and whiteLilies without their stemsSomehow, our childhood ended thereWhy did he leave them behind?The seeds of our dreams...DandelionI have one more wish to makeBefore you blow awayDon't let him forgetHis dearest friendDandelionPlease fulfill my youthful prayersBefore it's far too lateCan you carry the smiles from the past?And make them last...Maybe I'm just too weakTo accept that you'll never come back'Cause this meadow's too bleakFor you to blossom...DandelionI have one more wish to makeBefore you blow awayOh, please don't forgetYOUR dearest friendDandelionPlease fulfill my youthful prayersBefore it's far too lateCan you carry the smiles from the past?And make them last...(Make them last... make them last... make them last... Carry them from the past...)

released November 29, 2019

Acoustic Guitar : Daniel Roughley
Electric Guitar : Daniel Lee
Piano : Cecilia
Tenor Sax : Martin Case
BV : Marcelina Permatasari, TEENIE

Mastering Engineer : Clockwork Audio Mastering
Special Thanks : Julienne Mae Sacris, Jacky X

Vocals, Production, Mixing : Yonatan "Jon" Yudistira

Paper Alibis EP, by YonKaGor (2024)
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